一个“意外”的开始

A surprise beginning

October 7, 2009. During last night prayer group, again God has built me through His vision. We have been servicing the needy, those who are cursed, who have inherited sickness through their genes, who are cursed with poverty, etc. It was such a coincidence that I was in the same group with the pastor. She led our group and told us to pray to God for vision, and revealed to us the person we will serve and what is his/her curse.

Later, God revealed to me the ‘accident’ curse. I felt this person has the ‘accident’ curse within the family. I then asked God to reveal to me who is ‘the person’, and I saw it was a lady, long hair, slim, approximately 5’4” tall, just about same height as me.

After prayer, pastor invited all those who would like to be prayed over to come forward. There were around 10 people in front of us. The pastor who stood next to me asked me softly if I saw ‘the person’ in my vision. I glanced through, and spotted a lady standing at the right corner, and in my heart, I knew it was her! I went to her and asked her for her needs and if there was any curse within the family that needed to be prayed for.

At that moment, I wanted to ask her if there is any ‘accident’ related curse; but I was too weak, I just kept my mouth shut, and told myself: I will just listen to her first!

Her eyes were tearing and she answered: “My daughter got into an accident, and she passed on. Then, my husband also got into an accident! I think we have ‘accident’ curse in our family.

I inhaled, heavy heartedly I blame myself inside my heart! I have too little faith…

After praying for her, I sat down at a corner and pondered for a while, I was tearing… I blame my own consciousness, after encountering so many testimonial, I am still weak, I dare not voice out what I saw; besides, I was tearing because even though I am weak, God still keeps giving me vision, and patiently building up my confidence.

Jesus really loves me. I am a sinner, I am not qualified to be God’s servant; because He loves me, he was crucified on the cross, redeemed my sin, enabled me to be fearless to come close to him at his throne. Thank you for your love Jesus! Thank you…

昨天（07.10.2009）晚上的祷告会，上帝再次的用他的启示来建立我。我们所有的神学生服事那些有需要的人，例如：生命中被咒诅的、遗传病的、被咒诅贫穷的等等。我刚好与牧师和传道一组，牧师就带领我们，要求我们求上帝给启示，看看我们将会服事的人是属于哪一些生命中的咒诅。

后来，上帝启示我“意外”的咒诅，我感觉到这个人的家中有“意外”咒诅的遭遇。再来，我就问上帝是谁，求神给我启示，我看见一个女的，是长头发的，身材瘦瘦的，身高大概有5‘4，跟我的高度差不多。

经过祷告后，牧师就邀请那些有需要的人出来。在我的面前，有大概10个人左右，站在我旁边的牧师就小声的问我有没有看见上帝所启示的那个人。我一眼看过去，眼目停留在右边最不起眼的角落的那个女人，心中就有感动，就是她了！后来，我就到她面前，问她有什么需要/家庭流传的咒诅需要祷告的。

那一霎那，我很想开口问她是不是有关“意外”的咒诅，但是软弱的我却把口闭起来，心想：听她讲什么先吧！

她的眼睛带点红和眼泪地回答说：“我的女儿遇到车祸，丧失了生命。后来，我的丈夫也遇见了车祸！我想我的家中有意外的咒诅。”

我吸了一口气，心中带着无奈的心情，内心再次的被责备！我太小信了...

为她祷告后，我坐在角落边深思了一会儿，流泪了... 流泪是因为良心责备，透过了这么多次的见证，我还是一样的软弱，不敢把看见的说出来；另外，流泪是因为虽然自己很软弱，但是神还是一样的启示我，百般忍耐的建立我的信心。

耶稣真的很爱很爱我，我原是一个罪人，完全不配做神的仆人。但是因为他爱我，为我钉死在十字架上，赎去了我所有的罪，让我更加能够坦然无惧的来到他的宝座前来亲近他。谢谢你的爱耶稣！谢谢你...

Where are you now?

God never said life would be easy,
but He promised it would be worth it!

Keep your eyes on Jesus, for He is coming back again...
Hold Him tight!

" Many are called but few are chosen.. " Matthew 22:14

Started from a piece of paper...

Pick Ceng was leading the prayer seminar on the 26th of August. She gave us a piece of paper that day, wanted us to start praying to God that within a month someone will be blessed. I needed a vision from God.

Detail on the paper included: sex, approximate age, attire, location and what the person needs.

We started praying, God revealed in my vision, a man who is approximately in his 50’s, wearing blue and white shirt and black slacks at the church. I wrote down everything I saw in my vision, I asked God what the person needs. The answer was to bless him with his finance. I slided the paper inside my bible, put my hands on top and prayed to God to make this come through.

From 04-09-2009 to 07-09-2009, Pick Ceng, Sie Kui, Jess See, Kai Ling and I went to Kuching for a short mission trip, and it was a smooth one.

On 06-09-2009 afternoon, after the Sunday mass at City Harvest Kuching Church, we had lunch with Pastor George from City Harvest Kuching Church.

I was listening quietly to the conversation between Pastor George and Pastor Mee Yieng about the happenings of the church. Subconsciously, the Holy Spirit has prompted me to observe his attire, and reminded me of the prophecy given during the prayer seminar. I realized, “that’s him!” (Please look at him in the picture and what he is wearing)

I was scared to approach him and tell him about the vision I have received from the Holy Spirit. However, after the encouragement from our pastor and my classmates, I asked him if he is in need of financial help, and I told him God will bless him financially. What Pastor George confided me was the same as what I have seen in my vision. Then, I prayed over him.

Thank you Jesus! Again, I was able to give my blessing to someone. I also thank you God for molding me to be more sensitive towards You. What I have to say from my heart is: “I am really blessed! Thank you Jesus!”

一张纸的开始

在26-08-2009的祷告会中，碧晨带领祷告会。那天她给了我们一张纸，要我们开始祷告寻求神，在一个月的时间里，神要怎样祝福一个人，所以要看异象。

内容包括那人的：性别、大概年龄、穿的衣服、地点和他的需要。

后来，我们就开始祷告了。在异象中，神让我看见一个男人，年龄大概有50++，身穿蓝白色的衬衫和黑色的西装裤，在圣殿中。然后，我就把看见的写在纸上，也问了上帝这个男人的需要是什么，上帝给我的回答是：神要祝福他一笔钱。就这样，我就把这张纸放在圣经里面夹着，按手在纸上，跟神做了一个祷告，愿上帝成就这事。

04-09-2009 - 07-09-2009，我、碧晨、世贵、洁茜和凯麟被派到古晋去短宣，整个过程中都很顺利。就在06-09-2009的下午，当我们在古晋的城市丰收教会服事完了的时候，我们就和古晋的城市丰收教会的牧师（Pastor George）吃饭。

当时Pastor George正在和美燕牧师聊起教会的事，坐在旁边的我就静静的听他们的交谈。

在不经意的情况下，圣灵让我开始留意他的穿着，然后又让我回想起碧晨带领祷告会所领受的那个启示，我才发现：“就是他了！”（请看相片中的他，还有他的穿着）

但是，我不敢开口和他讲我看见的，还有圣灵启示我的。但是在同学还有牧师的鼓励之下，我就开口问他是不是需要一笔钱，而且上帝要祝福他一笔钱。他所说的，就如同上帝给我看见的。之后，我就为他祷告。

感谢耶稣！我又再次能够祝福一个人，也感谢神让我对他越来越敏锐。我现在的心情只是很想说：“我真的很蒙福！谢谢你耶稣！”

Before seeing you, I have already seen you…

Sometimes in March, there was a notice in the church bulletin about a British speaker whom is invited to be here in August to teach us "Prophetic Healing", his name is Ian Andrew and he is an Apostle. None of us have seen him before, not even his pictures, since this would be very first time we are inviting him.

In May, God gave me a dream. I dreamt about Ian Andrew holding my hands and praying for me. I was touched by the Holy Spirit, and I can feel that I was slowly resting in the Holy Spirit. The Ian Andrew in my dream, has thinning hair, a little bald ( Opps! ), wearing glasses, not very tall, slim, and looks seemingly like Linkin Park main singer - Chester Charles Bennington ( Haha... Sorry, I don't know anybody else that resemble him better! )

I can remember this scene vividly after I woke up. Ever since then, I was yearning for Ian Andrew to come. I did ask myself, "Is Ian Andrew really look like that? If he looks the same as what I have dreamt of, that would be a miracle, and it's God's deed. This proven that God can communicate with us through our dream, just as what describe in the Old Testament on Joseph's dream ( Genesis 37, 39-50 ).

He is finally here after I have waited anxiously for the past few months. That is Ian Andrew in the picture; does he look like what I have described? I can't believe that I have never met this person, and yet God has revealed him to me in my dream. This is simply mysterious!

I am blessed throughout entire session with him, and I understand even better now the work of God. Thank you Jesus, it is a great feeling to encounter you again!

My dear brothers and sisters in Christ, if you also want to have this experience, don't be shy in your prayer. Tell God bravely! God says: " Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you," declares the Lord......" Jeremiah 29:12-14
















在还没有看见你，就已经看见你了

大概三月份的时候，教会报告说八月份会邀请一位从英国来的讲员，教导我们“先知性神的医治”，他叫Ian Andrew，是一位使徒。因为我们的教会是第一次请这位讲员，所以只是知道他的名字而已，从来没有人见过这位讲员的样子，也没有他的照片。

在五月份的时候，上帝让我发了一个异梦。我梦见使徒Ian Andrew抓着我的手，为我祷告，然后我被圣灵充满，深深地感受到自己慢慢的倒下去，然后就醒来了。在梦中，我看见使徒Ian Andrew的样子，他的头发不多，有些秃头（哈哈，对不起）、戴眼镜、人长得不会很高、而且是瘦瘦的，看起来有点像Linkin Park的主唱Chester Charles Bennington（哈哈，对不起，我不知道可以用谁来形容了）。

后来，我醒了后，这幅画面就很清楚的在我的脑海中，一直很期待使徒Ian Andrew的到来。心中也问了自己一个问题，‘使徒Ian Andrew是这个样子的吗？’如果使徒Ian Andrew和我梦见的Ian Andrew是一样的话，那就真的很神奇了，一定是神的作为！这也证明了上帝是可以透过梦来和我们说话，就像圣经旧约的约瑟一样（创世纪37，39-50）。

期待了好多个月，终于等到了。图中的就是使徒Ian Andrew，你们说像吗？我几乎不能相信我从来没有见过的人，上帝既然会在梦中先让我见到。太神奇了！
整个上课的过程，我都非常蒙福，更加明白知道上帝现在的工作。谢谢你耶稣，再一次经历到你的感觉真好！

朋友们，如果你也想经历到这样的经历，请不要吝啬你的祷告。大胆的跟神求！因为这是上帝说的：“你们要呼求我，祷告我，我就应允你们。你们寻求我，若专心寻求我，就必寻见。耶和华说，我必被你们寻见…”耶利米书29：12-14

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You touched me...

July 25, 2009 at night, I was at the library and came a crossed a book.

Somehow, I was attracted to it; it is “When God speaks” by Chuck D.Pierce & Rebecca Wagner Sytsema. It teaches us how to hear God’s voice, receive vision and dreams, etc. The book also provides many testimonials.

One of the paragraphs talk about how God is communicating with us and He would even wake us up middle of the night to give us vision of certain matters.

I was thinking to myself, “Wow! How nice would it be if I can also experience God’s miracle in this manner!” I made a prayer in my heart, asking God to let me have this experience.

The very next day morning, I felt my shoulder was tapped three times, there were sounds of knocking on wooden door, I was awakening immediately. When I opened my eyes, there was no one besides my bed, but I can still feel the touch on my shoulder. I suddenly realized it is God waking me up, it was 8am sharp. I felt like God is trying to tell me to wake up, get ready and pray. It was almost as if God really wanted me to get up. Since I didn’t get enough sleep, I thought through, apologize to God and went back to sleep.

Not long after that (½ hour later), I was awakening again. But this time, it was not God, but our pastor. I guess God knows my daily routine (I need ½ an hour to get ready).

Even though this is just a short testimonial, but this is the first time I have experienced being touched by God. I have also learned that we should follow the voice of Holy Spirit, and do not ignore the touch of Holy Spirit. I would like to give you a suggestion, if you also would like to experience God, try praying to God and ask Him for the experience! I believe God will let you experience His existence.

“Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.” Matthew 7: 7-8

25-07-2009的晚上，我在图书馆看见一堆还没有被处理的书。

也不知为什么，我特别的被一本书吸引着，就是《当神说话》-恰克皮尔斯、利百加史次马著，戴保堂译。书里教导我们如何听神的声音、看异象和发异梦等等…除此之外，作者也写了许多有关的见证。

其中有一段说到神与人沟通的方式有时候甚至会在我们睡到一半的时（半夜）叫醒我们，然后启示我们一些事情。

当时我在心里想：“哇！如果也让我经历一些上帝奇妙的方式，那该多好。”因此，我就心里做了一个祷告，求神让我经历一些奇妙的方式。

第二天的早上，我的肩膀被手指动了三下，而且带有敲在木门的声音，我立即就醒了。当我睁开眼睛的时候，我的床边并没有人，但是肩膀被碰的感觉还在，我顿时知道是上帝叫我起床，当时的时间正是八点正早上。我的感觉对我说上帝是要我立刻起床梳洗，然后祷告，似乎上帝有事情非要我起床不可。但是因为自己的睡欲还没有够，所以想了想后，跟上帝抱个歉就再次的睡下去了。

过了不久，我又再次的被吵醒。这次不是上帝，而是我的主任牧师叫我起床。当时我非常尴尬，因为自己的睡相被她看见了。然而现在想起，才明白为什么上帝在主任牧师来找我的前半个小时把我叫醒。然而，上帝也非常明白我的日常规律（通常我需要半个小时来梳洗）。

虽然这是一个短短的见证，但是这次是上帝第一次让我亲身体验到他碰我的感觉。当中，我也学习到要顺服圣灵的声音，不要消灭圣灵的感动。另外，我想给大家一些建议，若你们也想经历神的话，不妨也向神做祷告，求神让你经历他吧！我相信上帝会很乐意的让你知道他的存在的。

“你们祈求，就给你们；寻找，就寻见；叩门，就给你们开门。因为凡祈求的，就得着；寻找的，就寻见；叩门的，就给他开门。”马太福音 7：7-8

I encounter You again...

I went to Everise Mall with my classmates again today. As usual, I will pray to God for vision. I sat down, closed my eyes and start to pray. God revealed to me a butterfly. I was curious, wondering what is the significant of the butterfly. Then, I prayed to God again to let me picture something else. I then saw a wing spreading, soaring eagle. But I still don’t understand. I asked God where this person is. I didn’t get any answer. I was thinking to myself, this person should be somewhere around. So as I was walking, I asked God what kind of issue this person has. God revealed that this person is having relationship issues.

I start to look for my ‘prey’. Out of a sudden, I saw a mannequin in a fashion boutique wearing the clothing with the picture of butterfly (First Picture). So, I walked towards the boutique, I saw a girl sitting inside, and what attracted me the most about her was her black color clothing with the picture of eagle’s wings (Second Picture).
I mastered my courage; I walked to her and told her what I have received from God. She replied that she is very upset, she has dispute with her boyfriend. I prayed for her, and she broke down crying feeling like this has bothered her for a long time. I thank you God for letting me to experience You once again. You also guided me to meet with this girl, and allow me to have the opportunity to pray over her.

* I received her sms on August 6, and she informed me that she is now okay with boyfriend. Praise the Lord!

今天我和同学到Everise广场去布道，一样的，我向上帝祷告求异象。我坐下，闭上眼睛祷告时，上帝让我看见一只蝴蝶，我觉得很奇怪，因为我不明白蝴蝶代表什么。所以，我再求上帝给我另外一幅图画，我看见一只老鹰，是展翅的，但是我还是不明白。所以，我就问上帝这个人在哪里？上帝没有回答。所以，我想大概就是附近吧。之后，我站了起来，边走边问上帝这人有什么问题，上帝启示我，那人有人际关系问题（与人之间的问题）。

所以，我就开始寻找猎物。既然无意间让我看见一间服装店里的其中一个模特儿模型穿着的衣服是有一只大蝴蝶的（图一），我就往着那间店走去，后来当我在张望的时候，在那间店的对面坐着一个女孩，这个女孩最引起我的注意力的就是，她穿了一件黑色的衣服，它的图案既然是老鹰翅膀（图二）。后来，因为信心不够的关系，我再次的问上帝是她吗、我所领受的人际关系对吗等等的问题…后来我鼓起勇气走向她，告诉她我所领受的。她回答说是，她与男朋友发生了一些争执，很伤心。后来，我为她祷告，她哭了，似乎感觉到这件事情困扰了她很久。我感谢神再次的让我经历到神，而且引导我到她的面前，让我有机会为她祷告。

* 这女孩在八月六日寄信息给我，问候我。她告诉我她与男朋友没事了！感谢神。